Hi everyone,

I haven't written in here for about a year now, I hoped by this year my therapy would have made me better, it really hasn't.  This time last year I wasn't exercising as such, I was controlling what I ate now I have the constant battle of this stupid illness making me exercise and I have to control what I eat.  It has lost me a lot of friends in actual fact, I find it is so demanding of my time - the exercise takes priority before anything else.  I feel like I am in a constant argument or battle with my mind or ana and she always wins.

Anyway, I hope everyone else is doing well etc.

Stay strong, xoxo

I have had a successful weekend.  Despite having to be sent back to university because bloody doctors supposedly know what is best for me, now I have joined the gym I feel alot better in myself...
I still cannot see the change that I have cut down calorie intake, cut out junk all the bad stuff for you, exercising at the gym for an 1hr 30mins for 5days a week AND taken vitamin pills B12 to increase my motabalism and energy...
I just WANT to see a differnece, when I start seeing a difference myself I WILL stop but with Doctors and therapists trying to make me put on weight, it doesn't make me feel that great and annoys me... Everyone is trying to control me and think they know what is best, I know what is best, it os my body and losing weight, exercising and seeing a difference makes me happy not increasing my daily calorie intake and not exercising!  Hell its not like I am starving myself, I DO eat!
I guess this is part of the illness you can never see yourself when you need to stop when enough is enough but until I get down to my target weight I WILL NOT rest.

I guess the moral is perserverance, I am open to ideas on any good diets that work to shift the pounds quickly...

Stay strong and think thin ciao x

So today is a new day, I was bad at dinner yesterday but today I am doing my liquid diet and trying to find the strength within me to exercise...
It is so frustrating that I can't just eat something without feeling so guilty, its as if something takes over in my head and won't let me...
I just wish the thoughts would go away and I could eat what I want AND stay thin, but I guess you cannot have it both ways...
I am so scared about my therapy as they won't sign me off until I am 7stone!!!!!!NEVER in my whole entire life have I been at that weight so I guess they will never sign me offf...
I guess I just have to be STRONG and stay FOCUSED its so hard though when I cannot sleep or eat cos i just do not have any strength inside me at all!
Anyway thats my ramble over, any comments or feedback on the liquid diet, success stories would be appreciated!?

However I don't want criticism on what I look like atm, as there seems to be a user on here that posts to my journal nasty comments, i don't think that she is pro somehow, I want people that are having the same trouble and that I can talk to for support!

E x x x

Hi everybody,

I am new to all of this but just thought I would say hi!

Height - 5ft 1
CW - 83lb
GW - 70lb
GW2 - 65lb

If anyone can give me any tips on how to shed the pounds more quickly than I have been doing so that would be fantastic, can't do fasting though because mum and dad watch me like hawkes.

Have been quite disciplined with the exercisining its just hard to resist those naughty temptations!

X

Hi everyone!

I am new on here and just thought I would say hey.
If any of you guys has any tips on how to resist the cravings of eating that would be helpful or at least the temptations of junk!

Height - 5ft 1
CW- 88
GW-70  
GW2 - 65

I seem to just lose tiny amounts despite the fact I barely eat anything and try and exercise, I just sometime do not have the energy to exercise, it is so frustrating!
So also if anyone has any tips on how to lose larger amounts of weight that would be helpful, but one thing i cannot do is fasting because my parents would notice!

x